No Shame: The Complete Series: Including exclusive bonus materials and deleted scenes by Phoenix Nora

Author:Phoenix, Nora
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-03-27T16:00:00+00:00

11

The server came to take the entrée plate away and refill their mineral waters. All that time, Aaron looked at Blake with big eyes.

“Where does that leave us?” he finally asked, then caught himself. “Is there even an ‘us’? Or is this dinner your kind way of telling me I need to find another place to live?”

Blake had considered it. Briefly. The thought of letting Aaron go had caused such tightness in his chest that he’d realized the impossibility of that option. But he couldn’t treat Aaron like a one-night stand, either. The kid wasn’t wired for casual sex, and that was not his fault.

“You’re not going anywhere,” Blake said. He waited till Aaron had found the guts to look him in the eyes. “In fact, you’re moving into my room. Permanently.”

“But…” Aaron sputtered.

Blake’s heart constricted. Did Aaron have objections? Had Blake gotten the signals all wrong? Didn’t Aaron want to be with him?

“What will the others think? It’s gonna be hard to keep it a secret,” Aaron said.

Phew. Blake released his breath. “I don’t know and I don’t care. It’s my house, and I can do whatever the hell I want. And yes, there’s an ‘us.’ If you want.”

“I don’t understand. Minutes ago, you told me you don’t do relationships.”

“I know. This is a first for me, too. I don’t know what it means or what it’s gonna look like between us. All I know is that the thought of letting you go scares me more than the idea of trying to make it work. So we’ll experiment together. If that’s what you want.”

It was the second time he’d indirectly asked Aaron to confirm that hell, yes, this was what he wanted. But he didn’t. Instead, he bit his bottom lip again, that adorable gesture that told Blake he was nervous.

“So you’ll be my boyfriend?” he asked.

“Yes. Publicly.”

“What about that puppy thing?”

“Aaron, what are you asking?”

“How am I supposed to behave as your boyfriend?”

Ah. He got it. Aaron still hadn’t fully understood. “Aaron, I want you to be yourself. If you want to wear pink and put on makeup, that’s fine. If you decide you’d rather wear a skirt instead of pants, go ahead. If you feel happier when you let me make decisions, works for me. If you want to see if you’d like pretending to be a puppy at times, that’s okay, too. All I’m asking is that you talk to me, communicate with me. I’m pretty good at reading people, but this is new for me as well, so you’ll need to use words, okay?”

Aaron nodded, his face relaxing.

The server brought their entrees, and Blake watched with delight as Aaron dug into his lamb. He’d ordered him something he figured Aaron would like. The kid was a meat-lover, Blake had discovered, and he could sure use the fat and protein to bulk up a little.

“Good?” he asked.

Aaron licked his lips. “Perfect.” He chewed on his bite and swallowed. “Blake, you’re truly okay with it? Me being myself? It’s just that I’ve never felt safe enough to explore who I really am.

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